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Yuhua Secondary
7/28/2007 05:13:00 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
ARGH! I'm so confused! Okay there is two guys who "like" me. One is over at the chat board another is this guy called Arif who somehow talks to me through msn and e-mails.
The one over at that chat board is called Handsome Guy. This guy I don't know who he is. Most probably he is from our school because he said,
"Hey,sexy...nice blogskin...but not as nice as u...I've noticing u for a while now...You are a prefect rite???yea..i kinda like u and i'm not ashamed to admit it!Muaks...."
So this means he is in our school because he knows that I'm a prefect. He must have been noticing a while, because I'm there and it's like obvious and he has the advantage of seeing me.
BUT, there is another one which happens over at msn. He is called Arif. This is what he said,
" donT know what i have write but.....i donT know.....my hand keep asking me to write...iM really sorri... please accept my apology....i will promise not to do that again...............i donT know ...now my tears keep tearing when i was writing this message...i donT know if u will forgive me but only god knows....In my heart , its tell me that u will not forgive me...if u donT is alright...i just want to be ure friend as i miss my chance during primary school...i really meant it...And last thing...if u donT accept i will surely be by ure side if u are lonely...."
He sended this via e-mail. he could be one of my primary school friends and there used to be rumors that he liked me. The problem is, I have not chatted with him for the past 2-3 years or so and why is he telling me all this?! (Actually he sended me two other msns nut i cancelled it away thinking that he is Arif of 2E4 and not some other Arif. If he is 2E4 Arif I will feel nauseous unlike the other Arif and I don't think I'll be this bad. This Arif is a quiet, shy, thin, fair complexion and doesn't really get all noisy but the Arif of 2E4 is loud, daring, plump and kinda dark and really noisy.) Why is this Arif so sorry all of the sudden and why is he sending me all these mails or msns? The disadvantage is that he is most probably not there and he cannot see me. However because of the phrase "primary school" I can guess who this person is and luckily there is only one Arif in my primary school.
Right now, I am really confused if that Handsome Guy and this Arif is two same person or two different person. Why must it happen now??