Know what? I don't care about the guys. It's not worth it. I'm just moving on with life like nothing happened. They're not in their proper minds yet. Luckily, I didn't really take it seriously. -.-' Well... this is my love story and this is how it ends. Haha.









Farizah: Just relax okay? Nothing too be so "stress" about!

ARGH! I'm so confused! Okay there is two guys who "like" me. One is over at the chat board another is this guy called Arif who somehow talks to me through msn and e-mails.

The one over at that chat board is called Handsome Guy. This guy I don't know who he is. Most probably he is from our school because he said,

"Hey,sexy...nice blogskin...but not as nice as u...I've noticing u for a while now...You are a prefect rite???yea..i kinda like u and i'm not ashamed to admit it!Muaks...."

So this means he is in our school because he knows that I'm a prefect. He must have been noticing a while, because I'm there and it's like obvious and he has the advantage of seeing me.

BUT, there is another one which happens over at msn. He is called Arif. This is what he said,

" donT know what i have write but.....i donT know.....my hand keep asking me to write...iM really sorri... please accept my apology....i will promise not to do that again...............i donT know ...now my tears keep tearing when i was writing this message...i donT know if u will forgive me but only god knows....In my heart , its tell me that u will not forgive me...if u donT is alright...i just want to be ure friend as i miss my chance during primary school...i really meant it...And last thing...if u donT accept i will surely be by ure side if u are lonely...."

He sended this via e-mail. he could be one of my primary school friends and there used to be rumors that he liked me. The problem is, I have not chatted with him for the past 2-3 years or so and why is he telling me all this?! (Actually he sended me two other msns nut i cancelled it away thinking that he is Arif of 2E4 and not some other Arif. If he is 2E4 Arif I will feel nauseous unlike the other Arif and I don't think I'll be this bad. This Arif is a quiet, shy, thin, fair complexion and doesn't really get all noisy but the Arif of 2E4 is loud, daring, plump and kinda dark and really noisy.) Why is this Arif so sorry all of the sudden and why is he sending me all these mails or msns? The disadvantage is that he is most probably not there and he cannot see me. However because of the phrase "primary school" I can guess who this person is and luckily there is only one Arif in my primary school.

Right now, I am really confused if that Handsome Guy and this Arif is two same person or two different person. Why must it happen now??

Doing my rainforest powerpoint now. My eyes are so tired.

Saw my mom on the way home to at the bus interchange. After that went straight to my Grandme's place.[Those who called me I'm so sorry. I was away...My sis should pass to me any messages that you've said unless of course you even remembered to tell!] There is band tomorrow. So tired. KNOW WHAT?! The shocking moment of my life.

MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:22 PM:
hey
MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:22 PM:
i long to chat with you
MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:22 PM:
i waited for so long
MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:23 PM:
if u see this message pls,pls reply
THIS IS WHAT I SAID
. says (9:24 PM):
HI THERE! i'm so touched by what you said..

And the guy is actually ARIF!! =ALARMING= I was like " . . ." when he replyed me back. I mean I was like so sweet towards him like eww. Like "Oh! Really?? how sweet of you..." I feel so ARGH. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I feel nauseous. God- tell me about it.

Eugene Pung thanks for lending your book. Really. THANKS!
aaaah:D:D

Today was a LOVELY day! Minesh love pig(s). Haha. Minesh's a pig. -.-'
Mei Huia, please don't feel disheartened about the whole thing. Come on, you need confidence and you're not the only one who is weak. Me too okay? Jia You- all the way!

I'm a babi boy,
Living in a babi-lon!
(oink oink)

Davina: umm.. WE didn't mean to spread rumours because we take it lightly and if we cause any inconvenience please forgive us. We heard from the person himself, so... you should know how the story goes okay??




[I just have a feeling that this Handsome Guy is just a prank]

Labels: MINESH AND HIS PIG(S)

I love the weather today. Its just so cooling. Went to Musarrat's place to do the rainforest project and in the room, the wind kept on blowing on and on.. I love rainy days.

MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:22 PM:
hey
MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:22 PM:
i long to chat with you
MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:22 PM:
i waited for so long
MiKe467 sent 7/24/2007 6:23 PM:
if u see this message pls,pls reply

I was kinda touched when he wrote that.. He just my friend. Unfortunately I kinda forget who he is.. (ouch!)

Hehe.. I changed the blogskin and I LOVE this one!

Do You Know (Ping Pong Song)
By:Enrique Iglesias

"ping pong" "ping pong"

Do you know
Do you know

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

How can I love you How can I love you How can I love you How can I love you . . .

If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this
.Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never happened to me.
But after this episode I don’t see, you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know,Do you know,Do you know,

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.